todaee horr.....quite siann de......in e morning.......go skoolllll..go c results..haiixx...found out tat huiwen in our klazz..reelii..i dono why i don wan her to be in our klazz...i juz don like e feelin of bein alone in e klazz..imaginee..if u were e one alone..would u feel happy..??like tat time..CME tat thingyy..hai zhu sae 5 ppl in one groupp..then actually ishh IPW group..we 6 togetherr..n wat?? huiwen kicked meeh out first....does anyone noe abt tat?? yes..u may noe...n u may not noe..so wat even if u noe?? maybe u tink i backstabbin her..in front of her i act as if nutin happened..n wat behind her i keep sayin bad things abt her....ok nvm..she kick meeh out ritee?? i change group loh..then watt happened??? huiwen sae wat i BETRAYER..n in front of u all she sae i betrayer...huiwen ish best...i betrayer..happy??nvm..i don take it to heart..huiwen keep sae wl..wat she act..wat shit...then now lehh..she osho got sae meeh..her nickk..last time..she puut wat i act ..watever..though she din puut moi name..it is sho obvious ish referring to meeh...k..u may tink maybe i wu hui her rite???dere's one ting i nv saee..which i don wana sae it out..haixx..i cant sae..nvm loh..huiwen..wat u tink of meeh n wl..ur prob..ish u hu keep spreadin tales..don point e finger to otherss..u good la...at least still got ppl believe u...im not goin to tell watever things u did..im not goin to sae wat u act or wat..later PPL sae i backstabbin..so howw?? keep mum ?? i guess tats wat i can do..in front of u..i pretend as if nutin happen...then wat u sae?? u sae i act...ok i ADMIT i ACT..ACT WHYY ?? act so tat another conflict wont happen..if i giv those bu shuang de lian...u tink i pa jiao..then sae more things abt meeh..u wan meeh to be honest...u tink can i ?? u ask urself whether i can notx..if i be frank..tell u wat i unhappy wif u..will u try to change?? later u sae i cook up sum stupid story so tat i can take away all e fwens from u..ehh..miss..ish u or ME? why did all those conflicts happen?? don sae ish bcuz of SUM PPL...like meeh n wl..don cum n tok cock hor..u tink i happy to be in e same klazz wif u mehh? u may be happy liaoo..why lehh?? cuz wl drop klazz ma..so u tink everybody will follow u..maybe everyone..maybe even ME..whyy?? cuz everybody ish afraid of bein left alone..wo ye bu li wai hor..u tink last time when e conflict..meeh n wl left alone..u tink i don wan to be wif everybody mehh?? u tink i like to be alone mehh? u tink wl osho likes tat mehh?? i ever thot of joinin u all..leavin wl alone..but...i stood moi ground..cuz i got jing li guo too..i noe tat kindof feelin..i noee..sum of u...don feel good too...but u all wan to be wif everybody..u all wan to be alot of ppl...n not alone...n not wif 2 miserable ppl...okok...i don wan to haf anymore conflicts...now..huiwen..suddenly ask meeh whether i hate her notx..i abit half half...wat she did to us..haixx..i dono whether to believe her..she sae she do soul searchinn...i tink i try to believe her nohh...i wan to haf a sort of complete fwenship..aiya...i osho not sure...everybodyy...i believe ppl will changee..lets try...i hope..thish time..everything will be ok..i hope she's not bluffin..i shood haf trust in her..but i juz feel difficult..haixxx....im in a dilemma!!!!
pris..juz wana tell u thishhh..u be fwens wif her...nvm..u believe her..nvm...im not goinn to sae bad things abt her in front of u..neither behind her back...n im not goinn to influence u or watsoever...wat she ish a two faced person or wat..........i don wan to be accused of bein a backstabber....i will try....i hope she's changed...i hope ive changed..everybody change to good..n everything will be well n good....
